Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Way Back Into Love

We caught Music and Lyrics over the weekend. I absolutely loved the movie cos it was funny and sweet... The campy 80s music were hillarious! And Hugh and Drew can carry a decent tune. Can't get this song and another "Pop! Goes my heart" out of my head. Think I need to go and get the soundtrack soon...

Way Back Into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need `em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Monday, March 12, 2007

Czenthia Design

my youngest sis and two friends decided to make and sell jewelery. v pretty and cheap! go take a look and show support ok? contact them if you want anything and quote my name, can arrange for meet-ups etc. (i can't guarantee got discount though, but the items are really quite cheap)

will put it up as a permanent link. do show some support so she'll stop bugging me to buy! haha!

http://czenthia.blogspot.com/

Sunday, March 11, 2007

just whining

It’s been a very long week. Tons of papers to finish, appendices to do and format, and got to deal with the PMSy boss. Which is actually a lot worse. I don’t mind having tons to do, bringing them back to do during the weekends (which I’m doing now) just that I’d feel a lot better if he showed that he appreciated it. And not give us attitudes like “both of you shouldn’t expect to go home at 5.30 sharp everyday, the officers can but not you… yesterday I came back after my course and did work until 8.30…” Yes, I go home on time everyday, but if times are busy (like now) I actually bring work home cos it makes a lot more sense that way. If I go home by public transport, it takes me easily an hour MORE to get home, time which could be spent doing work/resting/catching up with my family. So now, anytime I do work at home, I’ll send him the completed file from home at night, rather than save in my thumb-drive and send it to him the next morn in office.

My colleague's on MC again, pregnancy complications. She feels bad that she's left me to cover her work for her, but while I do resent it abit, I'm glad that she can rest, cos she's been so stressed out working late, which could be affecting the baby. But yah, fighting a war is always so much better when you have allies.

That day, my boss got whacked left right and centre by my big boss. big boss told my boss 2 mths ago what he wanted but my boss insisted tt his way is correct, and only did cosmetic changes, which of course pissed big boss off... "I give all my managers leeway to do their own things cos I don't wanna breathe down their necks... but this really worries me..." I've already told my boss wat big boss wanted, but he refused to listen and insisted on doing his own way... sighz...

Stressed, demoralized and to make things worse: I just got confirmed. Meaning 3 months period if I wanna resign. Arghz. Only thing tt keeps me going now is the fat bonus we’re all expecting in July. But tt’s still 4 months away…

It’s gonna be longer weeks from now since my weekends are all burnt.

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

guess where this is?

as part of my CCA, the Committee I'm in is organising a road race around city hall area, so last sunday we went to recce the area, to take pictures to use as clues to the places they're supposed to go... kinda like amazing race... got quite a few nice shots, and if u look at tt u might think i just went overseas on a trip. come on, take a guess at what these locations are...